Being embraced by nothingness from which all of life begins

NothingnessThe Sacred Womb, the Great Silence, the Nothingness…these are terms that you may have heard used to describe that place of complete solitude from which all of life, of creation, begins.

If you have ever seen the movie The Neverending Story, a fabulous tale about how our imagination (Fantasia) is destroyed by the Nothingness and how, within that nothingness, lies the very spark that can recreate Fantasia. You see both sides of the Nothingness…the positive and the negative: the spark and the destruction of life.

As children, Fantasia is as real as the physical world. As adults, most often we lose the connection to Fantasia – the mythical, magical, mystical world of fairies, elves, gnomes and other elementals, angels, archetypal figures, power animals and spirit guides, ascended masters and the like. In shamanic terms, it is called “non-ordinary reality”. We become robotic as the Nothingness consumes us.

But what if we went into this emptiness to revive Fantasia, to reconnect with this so-called “invisible” world?

just like the princess in The Neverending Story showed Sebastian, the male protagonist. She revealed how just a spark of imagination can recreate Fantasia and how the more sparks of imagination one creates, the larger Fantasia grows…in other words, it never ends!

I have recently entered that vast emptiness, that great silence, after having descended into the jaws of hell, releasing (all) the muck of my past, that which I delineated in my “Love letter to myself” in my last post. The descent was excruciating, to say the least, as I peeled off layer after layer of the baggage that I have carried for so long.

But now I am in the stillness, a period of gestation, where life will begin anew, where I will be naked, exposed, vulnerable and wobbly since I don’t have the artificial props of my past to support me. What I DO have, though, is the nurturing warmth of the Sacred Womb from which my Fantasia will be reborn, from that small spark. The phoenix will rise again!

It’s the time of total transformation that ends with the release of the magnificent butterfly.

However, being in this stillness isn’t much easier than plummeting into the depths of hell. It takes a lot of effort to create the structures that will evolve into a new life, a new reality.

But isn’t it all well worth it? To move from a state of karmic release to a state of dharma. To move from a life of fate to fulfilling your destiny? Where Fantasia is the sanctuary in which your purpose in life is played out? The neverending story of life!

And now as I sit in silence in the stillness, I repeat to myself “I am in the loving embrace of nothingness, where all of life begins”.

If you are interested, please sign up for Sarah’s newsletter in the form to the right. I hope to bring you information that will be inspiring and enlightening to you.  Also, the second book of Sarah’s Gift Believing in the Magic has been released on Amazon.


Erica TucciERICA TUCCI had a full life as a corporate manager of a Fortune 500 company, a healing arts business owner and an author. It all came to a screeching halt in June 2011 when she had a stroke. During her recovery, she gained much wisdom about what’s really important in life. Although she was a Reiki master, massage therapist and life coach as well as a corporate cog for many years, she realized that her passion was her books. Her hope now is that the messages of her books will be an inspiration for others, young and old. Visit her websites at www.ericatucci.com, www.sarahsgiftseries.com and www.radiantsurvivor.com

Reaching a new level of awareness!

Have you ever had an experience where something happens and you have a huge AHA! moment, a breakthrough that takes you to a new level of awareness? I had one recently that I wish to share with you, as I hope you will be able to relate to its message.

First, I have to let you in on a little secret. My mom is a shaman in-training. She just returned from a month-long intensive workshop with Dr. Alberto Villoldo, world-renowned shaman and anthropologist. And of course, like any skill you are trying to develop, you need to practice, practice, practice. Mom has spent 40+ years on her own very profound spiritual journey, but she needed to learn the techniques to bring this inner work out into a practice that could serve others. And guess who has been one of her guinea pigs? 🙂

She has been performing illuminations and extractions on me and has lifted the symbolic “vice” that was implanted on my head by my father in a dream when I was younger. This steel contraption has kept me in mental and emotional bondage my whole life…my inner masculine self (my father) suppressing and dominating my inner feminine self (me as a child), much like what has been going on for centuries in our world. We have lived under patriarchal rule for far too long, to the detriment of the feminine.

Because the vice was implanted on my head (symbolically) when I was young, I never really grew up, and since my emotional and mental growth was stunted at such a young age (I was six years old in the dream), I didn’t really learn what it was like to play as a child either. That’s why Sarah’s Gift has been so important to me – it’s letting my inner child come out and play, yet teaching me lessons of growing up simultaneously.

But what’s really exciting to me is that, after the extraction Mom did on me, something extraordinary happened…

The next day, I opened the door to the closet that houses all my Tarot books and cards, and right in front were my Inner Child Cards: A Fairy-Tale Tarot. I bought them quite a while ago, but it wasn’t until now that they would have meaning in my life as I try to let my inner child speak through Sarah’s Gift. It’s interesting too that I have recently become very interested in fairies. I have been planning a fairy garden, gathering material that I may need. I just need to come up with a theme.

As you might know, I am a fairly new Tarot practitioner/reader, but I had put my Tarot aside to focus on Sarah’s Gift. Now, I feel that the two are intertwined and will play a united role in what I do from here on out. In the Acknowledgments at the beginning of the elaborate and instructional guide that came with the cards, the authors thank their publisher for “believing in the magic” of their project. Imagine how I felt when I read that at the heels of the release of Believing In the Magic, the second book of the Sarah’s Gift series about how powerful the magic that we all have within us is. I feel that this message rings strong and true, not only for me, but for many of us.

With all the turmoil in the world, we have become disconnected from our true nature, our core essence, both personally and collectively. We’ve lost the magic in our lives. We discount our imagination – the magic, the myth, the enchantment – as not real. But it’s within our imagination that we “find” ourselves by empowering our inner child through the ancient wisdom of magic and fairy tales. Fairy tales show us how we can prevail over adversity and bring the kingdom of “happily ever after” into our physical reality.

I really can’t wait to delve into the Inner Child Cards to see how they may pave the road to new truths, further healing and transformation.

What is going on in your life that is paving the way for you to a greater sense of awareness, a “happily ever after” state of being? I would love to hear your story!

If you are interested, please sign up for Sarah’s newsletter in the form to the right. I hope to bring you information that will be inspiring and enlightening to you.  Also, the second book of Sarah’s Gift Believing in the Magic has been released on Amazon, and my virtual book tour to celebrate its launch is going on right now from July 18 to 29 at bewitchingbooktours.com.


Erica TucciERICA TUCCI had a full life as a corporate manager of a Fortune 500 company, a healing arts business owner and an author. It all came to a screeching halt in June 2011 when she had a stroke. During her recovery, she gained much wisdom about what’s really important in life. Although she was a Reiki master, massage therapist and life coach as well as a corporate cog for many years, she realized that her passion was her books. Her hope now is that the messages of her books will be an inspiration for others, young and old. Visit her websites at www.ericatucci.com, www.sarahsgiftseries.com and www.radiantsurvivor.com